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June 29th, 2009

10:46 am - ghuuu Everything is going so well in my life ... except work ... I'm wondering if I should start to look for another job ... but in another way, that would be "the easy way" to just leave ... and I love my co-workers, just having problems with my boss righ now ... I feel like I'm 14yo again and that my boss is the mother, allllllllllways after me, checking what i'm doing, doing things I should be doing, that's just so anoying ! I feel like all i'm doing is shit, because if she feels the need to check everything it means she doesn't trust my work ... Too bad we're spending half of our lifes at work ^^' Current Mood: frustrated

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June 23rd, 2009

10:31 am - I wanna rock right now So many happy things are happening to me right now, don't really feel like posting ^^ Current Mood: bouncy

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May 20th, 2009

12:26 pm - Disappointed What the hell  ... anyone watched the NCIS final ? Current Mood: disappointed

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May 18th, 2009

12:16 pm - *happyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy* Ghaaa, I just had one hell of a niiiiiice weekend ^^ Friday : I had my afternoon off, so I did some housework and a nap héhé. Then Annabelle arrived around 8pm, and we decided to go out for dinner, and met up with Bastien and his girlfriend, ate a verrrry good pizza in a small italian restaurant. Then it was raning like it was the end of the world, so we ran to a "crêpe" restaurant for desert ^^ There was some group singing in the karaoke corner, omg, they sang only old things from the 80ies :o))) Then we went home and talked a bit, got to bed around 3am. Saturday : woooooh, got up at 10am lol we went to DM and got a bit crazy there ( oh, bye bye money lol ), then we went in town for some more shopping. I didn't buy a single thing until the end ghaaaaaaaaaaa !!! Fnac was  my death ... they had the new NCIS season, I just couldn't stop myself :o))) also bought a book "l'arbre aux haricots" from Barbara Kingsolver ( I read it twice already, but had to have it on my shelf ^^ ). Then we went to Bistrot et Chocolat ( that's soooooo going to be my QG ) and ate several chocolate thing : very very good !! After that it was time for the Museum Night, so we went to the Museum of Anatomy , it's very interresting, you just have to put aside that the things you are watching once were humans ... then we went to the Planetarium, but it was too crowded and all the "looking at the stars" sessions were already booked .. so we decided to go to the Modern Art Museum and it was greatttt, there was a special expo about colors YAY. But they threw us out at 1am .. tss LOL, so we decided to go home but there was no tram or busses anymore, so we had to walk home : I had feet, they are now dead ^^ it was a 1h walk, but i had so many blisters, ghuuuu Sunday : got up around 10.30am, there was a biiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiig sun so we decided to go for a picnic, but by the time the salads were made and we arrived at the park, it was raining !!! so we ended up eating our salads quickly and went to Bistrot et Chocolat again ^^ A friend of Anna joined us a bit later. Too bad Anna had too live early ( at 5.30pm ) . Feels weird then to be alone ^^ But I just feel so goooooooooooood !! I thought I would be tired and all, but not, I fell great, even bouncy ^^ We have a trainee since this morning, she seems really nice and cool, so it will all be fine :o) Ok, time for lunch héhé Current Location: work work ^^ Current Mood: ecstatic Current Music: norah jones

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April 24th, 2009

12:05 pm - Lucy I'm hooooome I'm back, finally ^^ Vacation time was just so great, that's it's been difficult to go back to reality ... To be honest, i've been depressed for a few days, but now all is good :o) I still miss my friends very very much - all of them - and the city itself, but just knowing that I'll go back someday makes me feel better. My dad saved almost all my pics ( yeah, damn SD card that crashed ), but I haven't been able to see them yet => so looking forward to it hehe Then I spent a few days in Paris for work and guh ... as said before I was already depressed, but this just ended killing me LOL I mean seeing collegues and working was great, but life in Paris is really awfull ! It's dirty, it smells bad, people are making faces, everyone is "speed", cars are driving like madmans, yuk yuk !! Now I'm back in my new flat, the weather is sunny, I'm back in my desk with the collegues I really looooove, I'm wearing my Giants tshirt, listening to The Town Pants, eating cookies ... It's really heaven, isn't it ? ^^ Piece and love to everyone !!! Current Location: work work ^^ Current Mood: relaxed Current Music: The Town Pants

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April 1st, 2009

08:27 pm - Direct live from Vancouver hee hee !! Vancouver is still so great lol We're experiencing different weather : we've had rain, wind, sun and now ... snow :o)) We had the chance to do some biking on the sunny day, all around stanley park : sooooo beautifull ( still feels special, even if I already did it twice ^^ ) I'm having fun with my friends ( except one who is particularly disagreable ) - so loving my mid-night talk with Angy when she comes back from work hehe Having lots of fun with Bibi :o))) Can't wait to be in the conv' ( though I'm kinda stressed because I never received a confirmation, and that damn Sharon won't answer my questions LOL ), but we'll see :o) OK, leaving now :o))) Current Location: Vancouver Current Mood: happy Current Music: Bibi's laughs

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March 23rd, 2009

09:17 pm - *headdesk* That's it, I'm dead ... Whyyyyyyyyy did I listen to several friends and send him a text message ? that was sooo stupid, I just want to crawl somewhere no one will find me :o))))  So scared that I turned my cell phone off, what is the point ? lol But... ahhhhhhhh, those butterflies Oh yeah, I love beeing pathetic :o)))) - welcome to my world - Current Mood: excited

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March 22nd, 2009

10:00 pm - tired of thinking - blah ! Wondering about friendship again, about me and my stupid feelings, about the way I interract with people, about how out of place I feel sometimes ... I always thought that I wasn't a "tactile" person, but in fact I just realised that I am ! It's just that I'm too shy, even with my friends ( not all of them of course, but some of them ), to hug them or things like that, and sometimes it hurts not to be able to do these things. Some other times, I'm fearing my friends reactions, because they are not all "touchy feely".  I still don't understand what's wrong about hugging or kissing someone ? why in our society we have to keep everything for ourselves ? Talking about feelings, puh ! Why, just why do I have to be over-sensitive almost allllll the time ? Why do I always get too involved in relationships (friend or love, all the same )? I always get hurt at one point, but I can't stop it, I will do the same all over again ... And why does it seem weird and shock people when saying one loves them ( talking about friendship here )? You tell someone you care, you already get the wide eyes look, so telling someone you love him/her ... no way !!! Sometimes it feels like I care about people who don't give a sh** about it, but still, I care about them. But then again, I get easily hurt, so maybe it's just me. And then, I feel out of place ... I like to hug people ad don't like to party, so what !! does that make me SO different ? we are all different, right, otherwise it would be boring! Still ... Where's my chocolate ? and my gummy bears ? need sugar !!! ps : I really suck with "boys",any advice is welcome ... do I text him now and then going in vacation and not seeing him for 2 weeks ? or waiting to get back from vacation so he doesn't have those 2 weeks to think too much about it ? How pathetic am I ? lol , got it realllly bad :o))) Current Mood: disappointed

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March 19th, 2009

12:13 pm - st Patricks Yesterday evening was aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaawesome ^^ And all my "poulettes" are the best of the best ^^ Current Mood: high

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March 17th, 2009

11:54 am - happyyyy mouarf mouarf, so happy that SHE went brunette again :o))) Pics are stunning, how can she be sooooooo beautiful every-single-time :o))) oh, and I have my 2 days off in june for the collector, wohoooooo, just thinking I should have asked for 1 more day ... boah, we'll see !! Can't wait to be tomorrow and have friends at my place huhu All in all : happy ^^  like Abby-happy-all-bouncy-had-too-much-cafpow :o))) Current Mood: excited

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March 16th, 2009

10:04 am - ... I guess I'm somehow disappointed ... Current Mood: disappointed

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March 13th, 2009

08:18 pm I know she won't see this but ... Happy birthday Mom :o))))   Current Mood: silly

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10:21 am - weird dreams ^^ I didn't have any fever anymore, but I had really strange dreams last night :o)) ( speciale dedicace pour Piou) First dream : uuuuuuuuuuh, should really stop watching NCIS, because I was dreaming that I was a part of Gibbs team LOL and I got my slap on the head, which got me awake in a minute :o))) Second dream : my sister ( who doesn't have the licence driver yet btw) wanted to buy a car, but she had already picked up the one she wanted and it was a brand new that was costing 23 000 € ( hum hum lol ). So I was trying to tell her that it was wayyyyyyyy to expensive, and that it was her fisrt car, that she should buy a second hand, blah blah. Then my cousin was here and saying that my sister could do what she wanted to, then I got angry telling my cousin that the door was here *pointing at it*  and saying that my foot was going to end in her butt if she didn't shut up :o)) Then my sister laughed at me saying " ah ah, mom and dad gave you money for your car right ?" and I was "uhhhh, yeah .. 1000€, why ?", and then she gave an awwwwwwwful smile and said " juste because that car I want, they are offering it to me" ùevil laugh* and I woke up ... What the hell was that ? o_O my sister would never act that way, my cousin either ( she would have kicked my sistas butt ), my parents eiiiiiither LOL so weird - my dear Freud, where are you ? Third dream : huh ... already made that dream, it was a bit different from the last one, but all in all, there was Piou, Carmen and I at an airport. We were supposed to take a flight and I got scared telling everyone that it was going to crash and all ... but we got in the plane anyway ( lol ) Then we were inside the plane, but it was weird : like an army plane, you know, whithout seats, cargo plane ??? So we were in there, standing, and then THE figraisin was also there ( aha, my habbit of thinking of her when i'm scared lol ) telling our group that it was going to be OK. A minute later, she's not there anymore , and the plane starts to shake and all, blah blah, we're going to crash (ahaa !! I knew it LOL ). Then , suddently, there are seats in that damn plane, and we're all scared, screaming !!! and then we're on the tarmac, getting out of the plane, I'm crying my eyes out, and figraisin is telling all of us " see, I told you it would be OK" with that big smile of her ... And I woke up Weiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiird !!!! Anyone got ideas about the meanings of the dreams ? :o)))) Current Mood: giggly

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March 12th, 2009

04:12 pm - 2weeks and 2days That's the time left before holidays woooooooooo !!! I can't wait to be in Vancouver again, I sooooo miss the place ghu ! I miss a hike in Lightouse Park, a walk in Stanley Park, waiting while playing stupid games in front of the studios, going in a Starbuck because it's raining like hell outside, a hike in the woods at Lynn Canyon, stoping at Tim Horton's for a donut when needing sugar, walking in Davis street, Downtown, Grandville, Kits ... I miss all of that and so much more !!! Current Mood: excited

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March 10th, 2009

09:48 am - wondering Having second thoughts about the meaning of "friendship" ... Seems like for some people, it's only a concept , or something that's useful when they need something or when they get a "reward", I just can't believe it ... I know that sometimes I see everything through my "happy glasses", but I thought friendship was something deep, strong, about trust and love, about sharing things like dreams and secrets or just happy ( or sad ) moments in life, and SOOOO much more. Luckily, I know who my true friends are, I know I can count on them anytime, and I just hope they all know that they can also count on me :o) *hugs the TRUE friends* Current Mood: grateful

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March 8th, 2009

04:41 pm - neightbours I was thinking that I could be OK with the eighbours the last few weeks I'll spend here, but I'm really starting to wonder ...  1. one of the neighbour parked his car BETWEEN 2 places, and left his car this way ... it's only been more than a month ... so thanks to him, we ( the other neighbours) sometimes have to park our car outside of the private parking ... thanks a lot ! we're all paying taxes to have a place in the private parking !!! 2. This morning, a nice sound got me awake in a few seconds ... yup ... a drilling sound, at 8h05, on a sunday morning !!! yaaaayyy !!! 3. the neighbour living just below loooooves music and to sing, I do to, but that's not a reason to share with the whole building !!!! He had his music very loud ( so loud I could't even hear my TV ), so I went to ask him to lower the sound, and he just told me "no" with a big smile and closed the door, how niiiiiiiice !! 4. first floor : a couple with a toddler, the kid is crying all the time, I don't know if he's like that or if his parents are violent, I just know that they are yelling a lot ... poor kid I'm so bored with all this kind of bullshit, the only nice neighboor is the granny living just next door, she's really sweet and nice, and she really doesn't deserve to leave with people like that ... they are just so selfish, I can't believe it ! I even feel bad for the guy who will have my flat, he asked me if it was calm and silent, and I lied telling him it was ... I don't like that, but I had to find someone ... ghu !!! Can't wait to move ! My parents came back from Maldives yesterday ^^ They called me this morning, they are sooooo excited about it all :o))) they had between 30 and 35° all the time ( day and night ), they ate like pigs lol, they saw multicolored fish, the island they were in was 1,5km by 300m and with crazy trees (awwwww paradise). I can't wait to see the pictures :o)))) My dad is OK for my flat deposit : that is the first phew ! ^^ My second phew is : my beloved dad will go for my entry in the new flat and get the keys as it is on April 6th, and I will still be in Vancouver at that time, he even told me that if the boxes are ready he will take care of them, wooohoooooo - I so love my dad :o))) There is only 1 macaroon left ... and it is for my boss ( kinda promised her she would have one lol ), it's just so hard knowing it's here but I can't touch it arg !! don't even want chocolate, I want one of these damn macaroon, it's just a drug !! it's crazy how sugar addicted I am ... pathetic :o))) Current Mood: grumpy

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March 6th, 2009

12:32 pm - my boring life ^^ Yesterday, I was a bit angry and all, but in the end ... I stayed at work until 8pm or so I only worked until 6pm, but I stayed with Annabelle, we had music, we chatted a bit, it was really calm and nice :o) I worked on my ziva moodtheme, almost finished now ;o) Sure, I could have headed home, but .. I don't know how to put that into words ^^ She'll move to Paris in a few weeks, and even if we weren't thaaaaat close, I already know that I will miss her a lot, so it just feel like I knew I could spend some time with her ^^ weird, huh ! And she will move while I'm in Vancouver, so I won't even be here to say "byebye" ... okay, not getting there yet ^^ Having RTT this afternoon, but the weather is sooooooooooooo sad and cold and rainy, that I didn't plan a thing o_O Lacking of sleep, so I may take a nap ... and bake some cookies ( yeah I know, I have a cookie addiction, so what :o))) ) Current Mood: exhausted

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March 5th, 2009

03:26 pm - ghhhnnnnnn !!! Just AHHHHHHHHHHHH !!! I don't know what's wrong with me today, but I can't stand any of my collegue ... I have a headache that big that no advil or anything will stop, and they keep on talking an talking and talking ... and one just told me she didn't know about one of our process, but it's been this way like what, 2 seasons ? and then one asks me to change my way of taking notes on one of our tech file, but I've been doing it that way since I arrived in the company PLUS she is the one that explained to me how to fill this file ... time has better flyyyyyyyyyyyy very quickly, or I won't be held responsible for any actions in the next few hours ... Luckily, I'll be on RTT tomorrow afternoon AND I ordered the season3 DVDs of NCIS - I'll just make a bubble for me, myself and I ( and chocolate of course lol ) Current Mood: irritated

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March 3rd, 2009

04:29 pm - o_O Why do I feel different from all those people around me, no matter what I do ... And why do I always spot those little things that makes me that different from the others ... And why does it hurt me ? Sometimes I like beeing myself, doing what I want, what I feel like, but sometimes, I just don't - just like today Current Mood: tired

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March 2nd, 2009

07:19 pm - huhu ^^ I was watching x-files when I suddently realised I kew the building that was used in background ... SFU !!! :o)))  Other than that, I got some news of the Piou ^^  *hugs Piou* I'm happy that all is good for you ^^ don't have much to say in fact lol, chosing the paints for the new flat, organising my st patrick's fiesta ( green is love ), thinking of my trip to Vancouver in less than a month ( can't wait to see my Coffee, my Chouchou and my Paupiette, finally the Mousquetaire team will be reunited ) ... sometimes I'm wondering how can things go that well, and I can't stop thinking that someday it'll all stop and it'll be horrible :o))) but that time has not come yet *phew* Tonight is "english movie night" with Annabelle ( btw, if you read this, thanks a lot for the scarf and potery, I luuuuuuuuuv them ^^ *hugs* ), we've been watching the first season of ... FRIENDS !! :o))) you gotta love those 80s clothes and haircut  :o)))) - hope she's coming soon, I'm getting quite hungry ^^ *One for all, and all for ... me* ^^ ( that one was for my Coffee ) Current Mood: hungry

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